"at the same time I just wanna hug you, i wanna wrap my hands around your neck. you’re an asshole, but I love you and you make me so mad. I ask myself why I’m still here, or where would I go, but you’re the only love I’ve ever known. but at the same time I hate you. I really hate you. but I love you. I feel like its been to long to find myself away from you."